Im sorry im not what you wanted me to be i cant help it if im not a pretty face i wish i was when you have a pretty face your instantly accepted into society because you cant be accepted into a society that demands perfection and me..im no where near close to perfection not even just average they dont care about personality these days instead its all about what you look like . Life would have been much easier for alot of those people suffering from self hatred people who think of themselves as lower class because their not what this society wants them to be were just ugly to you all why cant we be included in anything? because were different? because of how we look? does it even matter to any of you how it makes us feel to be treated like outcasts because we didnt have the luxury of being beautiful im sorry im not beautiful im sorry, its not like we wanted to be this way.
Its not like we wanted to be ugly inside and out you never even gave us a chance we’re just a footpath being tread on over and over day after day,in this world there is no room for those who are different nobody has a heart these days all of you pretty faces never give us a chance what can i do to change your mind ? the makeup doesnt work i can’t mask such a disgusting thing. I know it would make you happy if we were dead but we have a family and friends too ,you can make us feel so disgusted with ourselves with the vile things that you say. You ask why we hurt ourselves its because of you its all because of you , you make us hate ourselves because were not right i wish i was right i wish we could be as perfect as you want us to be.
Ive never stared back at a reflection in the mirror as ugly as..
Me.